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stars. I seriously doubt that they let their height get in the way of them talking to women; just like I don’t let being skinny or being black get in my way. If I have no immediate control, then I don’t bother worrying.
It's been a while since I've wrote, or been out to the club, but I've made it a point prior to leaving the house to studying your blog for 30 minutes up to a few hours.
I'm glad that in your new post you said we should be studying, because I was starting to worry about it. (I mean, I was like forty minutes late to the club once studying.)
I read your post before I went out to the club the other night, about the 30 year old who makes excuses. It really inspired me and I decided to not give a fuck.
I didn't completely not give a fuck, but it was an improvement.
I go into this mostly Hispanic club for the first time, and I fall in love with it. It's just the place to be.
So, I did actually do the damn thing and danced with two girls, but still an improvement of none. I also asked maybe another four or five girls to dance randomly, and they gave me excuses, but whatever, I didn't care.
I did think about what I said to the girls, which was, "That's all you got?" Which was a mistake because they don't know me, so they shouldn't be all over me just like that. I don't like just doing left-right-left-right. Boring. But, hey, I still did it, and it still beats nothing.
I do know that I could have done better by messing around and talking to the ones I danced with and other girls, but I didn't. I punked out. I guess I kinda didn't give a fuck.
I have a question, though. I felt good from dancing and shit so I go to the room where they play all the Spanish music. I don't have a clue how to dance it, but I try to convince my friend to dance like a retard on drugs to it with me (I showed her what I meant, hilarious) and she wasn't in the mood because people kept bumping into her.
Now, is it too obnoxious to dance like a fool by yourself/with a friend? I would have a blast doing it with a friend, but I think it would be even better doing it with a stranger-latina girl.
I just have a strong feeling it wouldn't work out and I'd be getting a lot of dirty looks. And, it would be hard convincing a girl I would be talking to to dance like an idiot. That's what I think, at least.
As for college, I'm taking this class right now for the summer and there's this girl that sits in front of me. She's cute and does say (so far, it's only been two days of class so far) some smart things and speaks out. I hate the girls that are really shy that just sit there. She did smile at me today, so at least I have a chance.